I think Im depressed but too scared to talk about it. Please help?

this is a very difficult situation but you always have to think safty first. the one thing i can say i would worry about is this man putting bad things in your head. your young and you dont need to see anymore than you already have. dont ever do drugs with him and please please please talk to someone who can help you make the right decision and also give you a peace of calm in your heart.